Eliot was so happy today. Having a full tummy of breastmilk thanks to a donation from a friend transformed him into a Chatty Cathy. I feel so terrible. Has he been hungry for a long time? How long? I don’t think I want an answer to that question. My heart hurts. I am grateful he’s eating enough right now and I hope I can produce enough again to help him stay full and grow big & strong. It’s only day two of power pumping but I am anxious for results. I was hoping to tandem nurse. If I can get through this, I know we can do that. One day at a time.
late birthday dinner
Tonight Eliot played & took a nap at Ethan & Hannah Joy’s while we went on a date to celebrate my 26th. 🖤 Eliot needs more milk than my body has been providing him these last few months. I definitely feel like I’ve let him down. I started supplementing fenugreek & fennel a week or two ago, but I’m going to add in pumping and actively eating foods that supposedly help. I know I’m eating enough calories, I think just all the hormone changes with pregnancy have changed things.
my pumpkin pie
Oh Lionhart, you melt me. & I love your little face covered in pumpkin.
7 months! Oops
this is exactly how helpful I can be when Matthias starts working around cars. 😂 I don’t take pride in being ignorant or unhelpful in this area, but we’ve just never gotten around to me learning on the job and honestly it doesn’t interest me. so that’s that. I took this snippet of our day before realizing... it’s 7 months since Eliot was born! which means we need to do our monthly photo! he’s already asleep now, so I’m going to try to get it with him when I wake him up at midnight to nurse 😂 wish me luck?
Teething
Eliot has been teething and has been such a sweet boy. He’s extra snuggly and being a total mama’s boy. This morning I found myself trying to make him smile as soon as I got him up to see if the top two had come all the way down yet. They haven’t, but all of a sudden I’m excited and think he’ll be so cute with some teeth. 😭❤️
August 3rd, 2020
Today was wonderful and a perfect reminder of why I’m so happy to be making our own rhythm for our days. Some highlights included meeting Hannah Joy at Sweet Paris for brunch & to talk about August plans. (It’s the busiest month of the year for the Bonin clan.) And celebrating Steven’s 26th birthday by the pool with some friends, family, and food.
the sweetest surprise
I was so surprised today 😭❤️🎉🥰 My sweet friends, Savannah Smith & Kristin Carrigan apparently started scheming together a couple weeks ago to make a plan for a mini party when I hit Gold. Savannah & Cleavland drove up from Corpus Christi and spent the night with Kristin & Chase last night. They spent the morning cooking fajitas and baking a cake and drove down from Centerville while Matthias and I were out on a motorcycle ride. None of them had ever been to my in-laws before, but they knew we were here so they just showed up😂 (my mother in law didn’t know this was happening either, so it was a little shocking when they all unloaded from their cars🤣) To have friends drive from so far to just hug us and celebrate in person means the whole world 😭❤️ We got to take them back to our property and show them where we’re building our home and dream of all the future parties we’ll have together in it.
this is how
This is how I hit Gold in Young Living. (I never said this life was glamorous🤣)⠀ ⠀
The questions are piling up in my DMs and I love answering them, but guys, there isn’t a secret sauce. I’ve left nothing out when I explain what it takes to build a strong YL business. I know that few will listen & fewer will follow through. But I know for those that want it, they can do this and go all the way. My IGVTV is mostly me talking about the business, so if you’re looking for a place to start, look there. ⠀ ⠀
Everyone has their own groove. Mine is slow mornings spent with Eliot. We don’t pop out of bed and start with early mornings and our to-do lists. But I make up for it with 9:30pm zoom calls and working my business after Eliot & Matthias are asleep. ⠀
⠀ I love that this life can be whatever you want it to be and that it can fit your natural pace. There hasn’t been pressure to conform to any way of life, it has fit around mine. The last year and a half have been so rewarding and it has felt so long, but here we are. We’re Gold. 😭⠀ ⠀
Next stop: Platinum 2021.
G O L D 🎉🥳
hahaha so much for being cute.
we were going to celebrate hitting Gold in Young Living this morning with some gold balloons. obviouslyyyy. this was the exact moment I realized the G had escaped before we had a chance to take any photos 🤣💀 Matthias was quick getting these and they make me laughhh. okay, maybe we aren’t influencer status, but we sure can help empower families to take charge of their wellness and that’s what really matters here, right?😜
cheers to a new & exciting season of life! 🥂🥳
target run
Went to Target today to spend some gift cards on mud boots. They ended up not having any in my size, but we purchased a handful of other things. I ended up have a grand total of $6 between 5 gift cards. Oops. I thought it was more than that. Matthias laughed and said he was so glad we made the trip to Target 😜 (side note: it was normal feeling in Target today. lots of employees not wearing masks, same with guests. lifts some of the weight off my heart.)
I’m out on the back porch right now about to do our little dream week update in my stories. Eliot and Matthias are asleep (or almost) and I have water almost boiling for a hot chocolate I’m about to enjoy. I love the quiet evenings. I love this tiny porch and this season of life where everyone goes to sleep and it’s just me. (And I love that being pregnant makes me so cold that I can have hot drinks outside. 😂)
going for gold
There is definitely a voice in my head that whispers if I fail after bringing y’all along, I’ll be humiliated... But I am telling those thoughts exactly where they can go. 👎🏼🔥
Read morestanding!
I was so tired today and my poor kitchen is crying out for love. Tomorrow, I’ll do it. Yes, tomorrow. Today was a day for so many sweet snuggles and baby tickles. Not a productive work day, but a great day for my mama heart. Eliot was standing this morning when I went to get him from his crib. I couldn’t believe it. Not even 7 months old yet, but where is my little baby?😭❤️
July 22nd
July 22nd, 2020. Started the day with a meeting at 9 and ended the day with a meeting at 9. Lots of zooms and conversations and social media in between. And dinner with Hannah Joy & Ethan. 🧡
the boy who made me mama
The Lionhart that made me a mama.
Happy & full
peace & calming in the diffuser, a clean home, hot tea after eating waffles & other breakfast favorites for dinner. Happy & full... (in my heart & my belly 😉)
300 Days
…if i waited for the days i felt pretty enough to be in a photo to take our daily pictures, instead of having 172 days of of them, we’d have only a small handful. if i waited until creativity inspired me to take our photos, it’s likely we’d have likeee 30 photos…
Read moreweekends
Matthias finished up getting the stick trailer thing together today while I hung out with Eliot. Do all my Saturday entries sound similar?
Read morethe call of the wIld & free
thinking today about rhythm versus schedule. finding our rhythm in this season, a little family of three (and a half).
Read moreelectrical plans
we have a meeting tuesday to see the house model in 3d & we are both so excited. it’s so strange & wonderful to be in this season of life.
Read morebras & boobies
sOoOo casual, yeah? talking about boobies in my stories today! 🍈🍈 link to the highlight right hereeee: